Why.
Why don’t I just make it stop?
Why don’t I run away from the suffering?
Why do I keep saying “it will get better “ ?
Why don’t I have the options others seem to have ?
Why I refuse to stop this suffering?
Why do I believe there is some meaning to this nonsense?
Why don’t they realize what it does to me ?
Why don’t they stop ?
Why do I smile through it ?
Why have I paused life ?
Why don’t I unleash myself ?
Why I accept this as normal ?
Why.
Why.
Till when ?
On life and time 